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Not here as much...
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Hi,
As you might have also realized I am not here so much anymore, I just don't have the time and patience to do so simply. There's a lot going on in my life, I am barely managing to meet the ends the way it is now, I don't think I can afford just wasting time on dA. And some words of wisdom, time is the biggest loss in any given situation, there's always chances to make up for mistakes, earning moneysss, but there is barely any chance to win the time back.. F.Y.I.
Anyways, I come by every once in a while, don't really go thru all the news and deviations tho so dont get pissed.. If, for any reason you need to reach me the safest way is by mail.
Peace,
/U
As you might have also realized I am not here so much anymore, I just don't have the time and patience to do so simply. There's a lot going on in my life, I am barely managing to meet the ends the way it is now, I don't think I can afford just wasting time on dA. And some words of wisdom, time is the biggest loss in any given situation, there's always chances to make up for mistakes, earning moneysss, but there is barely any chance to win the time back.. F.Y.I.
Anyways, I come by every once in a while, don't really go thru all the news and deviations tho so dont get pissed.. If, for any reason you need to reach me the safest way is by mail.
Peace,
/U
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A monthly update? barely...
2 min read
HI!
Apparently i am still alive and somewhat well, at least well enough to have the luxury to spend some time here. Aren't you all thankful for that..
I have been mostly busy with school-work, and heck I am gonna admit, been watching a lot of tv-series. It's like my new drug. I find that to be the only time (including when I am sleeping) I can actually not think. So in a way it's relieving but on the other hand i have been wasting a scaring amount of time on that, and probably damaged my eyes and brain.. sad.. please don't like you dearest ones to spend heaps of time in front of computer, doing nothing. Hey for what it's worth, don't let them stay there for long even if they are doing something worthy.. Health is the one thing one can't really win back, along with time of course..
Otherwise not much has happened.. I am not doing much, which bothers me a lot. I know for those (most of you) who know me via what I write here, you're probably thinking that it's pretty usual for me. But the past years, I have barely been the person I know myself as. It's something that bothers me a lot. I don't know what's hindering me to be that person, even though I try.. which is also frustrating..
Sometimes it seems like my whole life is on hold, no ambitions, no passion, no love, no grief.. I am simply spending credits from the bank of life.. I don't really know how to snap out of this feeling. It feels as if I am wasting very valuable time here..
clear'n out
Apparently i am still alive and somewhat well, at least well enough to have the luxury to spend some time here. Aren't you all thankful for that..
I have been mostly busy with school-work, and heck I am gonna admit, been watching a lot of tv-series. It's like my new drug. I find that to be the only time (including when I am sleeping) I can actually not think. So in a way it's relieving but on the other hand i have been wasting a scaring amount of time on that, and probably damaged my eyes and brain.. sad.. please don't like you dearest ones to spend heaps of time in front of computer, doing nothing. Hey for what it's worth, don't let them stay there for long even if they are doing something worthy.. Health is the one thing one can't really win back, along with time of course..
Otherwise not much has happened.. I am not doing much, which bothers me a lot. I know for those (most of you) who know me via what I write here, you're probably thinking that it's pretty usual for me. But the past years, I have barely been the person I know myself as. It's something that bothers me a lot. I don't know what's hindering me to be that person, even though I try.. which is also frustrating..
Sometimes it seems like my whole life is on hold, no ambitions, no passion, no love, no grief.. I am simply spending credits from the bank of life.. I don't really know how to snap out of this feeling. It feels as if I am wasting very valuable time here..
clear'n out
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A new dawn..
2 min read
Heja Peoples..
A new year, a new dawn.. A clean sheet for those who aren't as happy as they wanted to be last year.A new start for those who came last in their competitions...
Yes! I am back and Yes! I am in good mood. I came back two days ago and been mostly tidying up and spending time with a friend who used to live here and now came by to pay us a visit here. Cool to see some folks come by to hang out.
What happened since the last time? You know, xmas and new year's celebrations. I was here in Bjärred (a small place outside Lund, where i live) with my brother, his fiancée, and her family. It was fun, and they were all really nice. This xmas I took the jackass friend attitude and simply didn't buy gifts to people, i didn't even ring anyone, with the exception of the people i spent the actual evening with.
It gave me the option of seeing who don't do nice things with an expectation. Those who were nice to me anyways are not forgotten, and it's all noted down to a safe corner in my mind.
After xmas I flew back home. Well well, what should I tell. It has been a great trip back to Turkey. Finally! I have got the chance to spend time with my family and good old friends. Nothing like the people you're used to and like you for who you are, not because what they think you are. It got me on good spirits, lets just hope the dark cloudy swedish weather doesn't take that away from me that fast.
What else...? I have taken LOTS! of shots and I am willing to share some good ones with you, just have to fix some software issues before however. So stay tuned here.
That's what I have for you to read for now.
lat0rz
A new year, a new dawn.. A clean sheet for those who aren't as happy as they wanted to be last year.A new start for those who came last in their competitions...
Yes! I am back and Yes! I am in good mood. I came back two days ago and been mostly tidying up and spending time with a friend who used to live here and now came by to pay us a visit here. Cool to see some folks come by to hang out.
What happened since the last time? You know, xmas and new year's celebrations. I was here in Bjärred (a small place outside Lund, where i live) with my brother, his fiancée, and her family. It was fun, and they were all really nice. This xmas I took the jackass friend attitude and simply didn't buy gifts to people, i didn't even ring anyone, with the exception of the people i spent the actual evening with.
It gave me the option of seeing who don't do nice things with an expectation. Those who were nice to me anyways are not forgotten, and it's all noted down to a safe corner in my mind. After xmas I flew back home. Well well, what should I tell. It has been a great trip back to Turkey. Finally! I have got the chance to spend time with my family and good old friends. Nothing like the people you're used to and like you for who you are, not because what they think you are. It got me on good spirits, lets just hope the dark cloudy swedish weather doesn't take that away from me that fast.
What else...? I have taken LOTS! of shots and I am willing to share some good ones with you, just have to fix some software issues before however. So stay tuned here.
That's what I have for you to read for now.
lat0rz
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Still alive, not so much kickin' tho.. Been studying for my finals mostly, the first being tomorrow, in electromagnetic field theory, I will go through a rough three day period. Then from thursday onward I am as free as a bird. Perhaps an ostrich?
Just as I was hoping to fly back home to visit my parents and get away from the christmas rush, it now appears like I won't be going anywhere for a while. I am also invited to a christmas celebration with my brother and his fiancée. Guess that means I have to go christmas shopping.. Don't get me wrong shopping presents for people you care for can be really fun and nice, but I lack the two most important elements. The cash and the motivation... I just can't help not thinking about last christmas and how awesome it was in all possible ways. Gotta let things go, gotta let things go, gotta let things go, gotta let things go, gotta ...
For those of you who haven't been around for a while, I do have a little problem of letting things go. Thank God, life has an unlimited supply of random events that distract you. Haven't had a lot of time to do some photo-shooting but I am hopeful for the holidays. The main problem is, I live in a relatively remote part of the town, and there isn't much of interest over here. So spontaneous and casual shooting is a bit out of question. As for set-up shots, awesome ideas seem to skip my mind, when they randomly pop up
We'll see what Santa has in his bag for my imagination.
Wish you all a great holiday,
Peace
Just as I was hoping to fly back home to visit my parents and get away from the christmas rush, it now appears like I won't be going anywhere for a while. I am also invited to a christmas celebration with my brother and his fiancée. Guess that means I have to go christmas shopping.. Don't get me wrong shopping presents for people you care for can be really fun and nice, but I lack the two most important elements. The cash and the motivation... I just can't help not thinking about last christmas and how awesome it was in all possible ways. Gotta let things go, gotta let things go, gotta let things go, gotta let things go, gotta ...
For those of you who haven't been around for a while, I do have a little problem of letting things go. Thank God, life has an unlimited supply of random events that distract you. Haven't had a lot of time to do some photo-shooting but I am hopeful for the holidays. The main problem is, I live in a relatively remote part of the town, and there isn't much of interest over here. So spontaneous and casual shooting is a bit out of question. As for set-up shots, awesome ideas seem to skip my mind, when they randomly pop up
We'll see what Santa has in his bag for my imagination.
Wish you all a great holiday,
Peace
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Seeds of Inspiration
2 min read
Hi,
Long time no update, guess it was about time.
Life goes on, some good some bad. Exams, and all that, yara yara yara..
I bought my camera for those who didn't catch the update from the deviations. And sometime after that i managed to break my right hand. Had a cast around it for 3 weeks. Then the cast came off, and life continued to go as it always had done.
I am seriously pissed now, really really angry, at a variety of different stuff. It was a similar moment I had broken my hand and it didnt help at all, one can even say if I were to control my anger better then I might even not be angry at all now. But no..
Weird thing is why control anger? I dont want to chill off, I don't want to calm down. I want results, I am f*ckin busting my a*s off to keep everything going, trying as hard as i can to make things flow as smooth as possible and it all f*ckin bursts on my face, again. Just as you manage to let things go and try to enjoy life, be happy with what there is to it, life throws sh*t on your face again.
No sir, I am so not gonna calm down, I want my goddamn results, I wanna see my efforts paying off, 'cus that's the only way I can f*ckin bear with this.
DAMN!!
Long time no update, guess it was about time.
Life goes on, some good some bad. Exams, and all that, yara yara yara..
I bought my camera for those who didn't catch the update from the deviations. And sometime after that i managed to break my right hand. Had a cast around it for 3 weeks. Then the cast came off, and life continued to go as it always had done.
I am seriously pissed now, really really angry, at a variety of different stuff. It was a similar moment I had broken my hand and it didnt help at all, one can even say if I were to control my anger better then I might even not be angry at all now. But no..
Weird thing is why control anger? I dont want to chill off, I don't want to calm down. I want results, I am f*ckin busting my a*s off to keep everything going, trying as hard as i can to make things flow as smooth as possible and it all f*ckin bursts on my face, again. Just as you manage to let things go and try to enjoy life, be happy with what there is to it, life throws sh*t on your face again.
No sir, I am so not gonna calm down, I want my goddamn results, I wanna see my efforts paying off, 'cus that's the only way I can f*ckin bear with this.
DAMN!!
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